❝ 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭. ❞

*(𝐘/𝐧) 𝐩𝐨𝐯*

Happiness. Something I always secretly craved for. Something that I knew I could never have, yet I still yearned for. Life to me was nothing more but a mission to follow in the footsteps of the expectations given to me by my mother, and my ancestors. So on the first day of Spring, when I saw you, I felt my heart flutter. Butterflies began to dance around in harmony, my mind being slowly shaped to know how to truly love you. 

You gave me hope for something more than this life, but foolish me was desperate for something different, for freedom, but I suppose I chewed more than I could swallow. Perhaps, it could have worked out if I put my act together, changed for the better, and be a good fiancee to you, but I allowed my personal feelings to get in the way of that and ruin it. 

Forgive me. 

Placing my pen down I gulped down the lump in my throat as I sighed and relaxed on my seat. The school day was close to ending as everyone went towards the infirmary room for the Physical Exam, everyone except me, Toru-Kun, and his new fiancee. 

When I came to I found out that I was in the Host Club, everyone surrounding me with worried expressions as they told me of what Toru-Kun did.

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Opening my eyes slowly I groaned as I felt the pain in my stomach intensify, clutching my stomach even though it wouldn't help. Hearing gasps I turned my head to my right only to see the Host Club looking at me with worried expressions, their faces close to my own. 

I tilted my head slightly in confusion due to their behavior. "What's wrong?" I asked them, slowly getting myself to a sitting position as I tightly closed my eyes due to the pain. "Don't move so much! You're hurt!" Haruhi scolded me with a worried voice, quickly running to my side as she held my hand. I chuckled, "Thanks, doll-" Feeling bandages wrapped around my stomach I looked down and sighed. 

"What the hell happened to my stomach?" I questioned everyone as I heard some of them shuffle around. Looking up, I glared at them. "An answer would be nice right now." I frowned, too in pain to even care about how this made them feel. Tamaki-sempai smiled nervously as he stretched his collar, averting his eyes away from me. 

I groaned and closed my eyes, leaning back on the sofa as I smoothed out my hair. "It was Bunny-Kun, wasn't it?" I opened my eyes to look at them, though everyone remained calm other than Bear-Kun. "Oh? Bear-Kun? So I'm right?" I teased him, expecting him to defend Bunny-Kun-

"Forgive me!" Bear-Kun yelled as he kneeled in front of me, hanging his head down low. Looking down at him I awkwardly pat him on the shoulder. 'What do I do? I've hand people kneel before me, sure, but I wasn't exactly expecting this.' I thought, already knowing how much of an emotional ticking time bomb Bear-Kun can be. 

"Look, dude, I don't think you did anything wrong. All that I want to know is what exactly happened while I was knocked out. Wasn't I with Toru-Kun?" I questioned them and immediately noticed how they all tensed up at the name. I smiled at the thought of Toru-Kun and what he might be doing right now, probably talking to his parents about the great news!

Feeling a hot cup being handed to me I looked up only to see Haruhi looked away from me as she handed me a cup of what looked like hot cocoa. "Here, you might need it." Haruhi advised me as she walked away from me, heading towards the others as the twins walked over towards me, throwing their arms around my shoulder and leaned close to me. 

"We love..."

"... ya." Kaoru finished his brother's sentence as they pecked my forehead, leaning away from me in the end. Looking back-and-forth at them I frowned, confused about what they were implying. "Ahem." Kyoya-sempai cleared his throat as he opened his death note, pushing his glasses up as his appearance somehow looked like a therapist. 

"Toru-Kun, ex-fiancee of (L/n) (Y/n), planned a prank on (Y/n) to make him/her believe that he wants to get together again with (Y/n). The plan succeeded, only for us to come in and see you both together as Honey-sempai quickly jumped in and tried to punch Toru-Kun only for him to dodge allowing you to be hit instead." Looking over at the next page he sighed, tapping the pen that I gifted him in Math class on his hand. 

"Toru-Kun was able to run away to France with his actual fiancee, Princess Kanako, and are now there as we speak." Kyoya-sempai finished speaking as he closed his notebook loudly, walking over to me as he ruffled my hair. 

"My dear baby! Oh, what pain that bastard has brought you! No matter! I shall avenge you-!" Holding up my hand not allowing Tamaki-sempai to continue, I shrugged the twins away from me and got up from my seat, walking over towards the front door. "No need, Tamaki-sempai, thank you though." I thanked him as I opened the door, not one bothering to stop me. 

"By the way, I love you guys." I looked back at them and smiled happily. I was happy. They were always there for me no matter what. So, if I was too late to change for Toru-Kun, then I'll change for them. Opening my eyes I saw their expressions exploded in red, hazy looks in their eyes as some had goofy smiles and others had shy smiles. 

"We love you too!"

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Smiling at the recent memory, I placed the paper inside the envelope and put it inside my school bag. Hearing the door slide open I looked up only to see Tamaki-sempai, Kaoru, and Hikaru. "Hey, guys-"

"Come on, (Y/n)!" Hikaru and Kaoru exclaimed as they ran to my side, pulling me out of my seat and dragging me over towards our cult leader- I mean, club leader. "We have to save Haruhi from being found out of actually being a female-" Hitting Kaoru on the head with my hand, I glared at him. "People could be listening!" I scolded him in a silent voice. Seeing him giving me a pouty face I sighed and kissed him on the cheek as his expression immediately brightened. 

"Stop touching my baby!" Tamaki-sempai exclaimed as he frowned at the twins only for them to give him devilish looks towards each other. 

"Catch us-"

"-if you can!" Hikaru yelled as they ran, dragging me with them. "Get back here!" Tamaki-sempai yelled in anger as he ran with them, and I swear I thought I saw flames appearing behind him as the twins ran down the school halls. 

I smirked, 'I'm fucking glad I joined the Host Club.'

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"Welcome, students." I sweatdropped as I saw the multiple nurses and doctors who smiled at us, death notes in their hands as they slightly bowed towards us four. "What, what is all this?" Haruhi asked the twins, looking at the staff in pure shock. 

I smiled, ruffling her hair in reassurance. "Don't worry, you'll get used to it eventually." I reassured her as I walked in, the twins following behind me as we walked down the path the staff set for us. "Just another physical exam." Hikaru answered her, the other twin following soon after. 

"The usual." Kaoru commented, looking down at her in slight pity. Looking behind me I saw that Haruhi was still looking at the staff in shock. I smiled, "Haruhi, come on, we have a plan to commence." Haruhi nodded absentmindedly, muttering something about 'The usual'.

"Excuse me, Hitachiin brothers and Mr./Ms. (L/n), please follow me this way to have your height measured." A nurse with light brown hair advised us as we nodded, the other nurse still curtseying. "Sure thing." All three of us said in unison, nothing about this being seen as abnormal. 

"Wait, (Y/n)." Turning my head around to face Haruhi I saw her giving me a confused look. "Why are you going with Hikaru and Kaoru?" Haruhi asked me, her left eye twitching. I chuckled, "These two begged me for hours when we were kids to do this with them, so now here I am, in the future, still doing it with them." I explained to her as the twins clung to my arms again. 

"It's sad without (Y/n)!" Hikaru announced as Kaoru nodded in agreement. I sweatdropped, "Well, we best be off, bye Haruhi!" I smiled at her as goodbye as we turned away from her, following the two nurses. 

"Hitachiin brothers, would you please come with me? We're ready to do your chest measurements. You can use the area behind this curtain to undress." The nurse asked them as I sat on a chair, waiting for when they finished so I could do mine in private. I wasn't very comfortable undressing where a bunch of people could see me, I found the eyes gazing at my skin to make me a bit shy. 

"Doesn't matter to me, as long as (Y/n) is watching." Hikaru glanced over at me and winked, I winked back. "We're not shy. Who needs a curtain?" Kaoru immediately looked over at me and sent me an apologetic smile as both of them were now fully undressed making the girls squeal in happiness. 

"See, Haruhi? A rather impressive turnout today." My eyes widened as I heard the familiar voice of Kyoya-sempai. "Kyoya-sempai!" I exclaimed as I got up from my seat and walked over to him, grabbing his hand and kissing it. "As much as I would love to give the ladies and gentlemen a show, I'm afraid that I am turning over a new leaf and becoming less... experimentive." I awkwardly smiled in the end. 

Looking up I saw Kyoya-sempai hid his face behind his death note making me chuckle. "What's wrong, darling? You know I can't bear not to see you're blushing face, it's the thing that fuels me every day." I frowned as I grabbed his death note and pulled it away from him, his face being revealed. 

"Now that's what I like to see." I teased him as I brought my hand up to his cheek. "I think that's enough touching, (Y/n)." Bear-Kun announced, grabbing my hand and pulling it away from a dazed Kyoya-sempai. I pouted, "No fun." 

Once the girls began to squeal that was our queue to push Haruhi into a changing room, and that's exactly what we did. Looking down at Bunny-Kun I saw him wearing glasses making me smile. "Love the costume, Bunny-Kun." I praised him as he blushed. 

"T-Thanks...!" Bunny-Kun smiled brightly up at me as he began to fiddle with the hem of his doctor shirt. "Do you think Haruhi will be fine with Tamaki-sempai?" I asked Bear-Kun as he only shrugged. "I don't think Tamaki will do anything inappropriate to her." Bear-Kun answered as I nodded. 

"Once you're done disrobing, could you please come with me?" The cute nurse asked Haruhi as a smile was on her face. It's kinda creepy, it's like the only expression they can do is a smile. "Mr. Fuijioka? Are you ready to be measured now?" The cute nurse asked Haruhi again as I tried to hold back myself from laughing.

'He's gonna get it for calling my friends the "Homosexual supporting cast".' I snicked as I turned around to hide my face on Bear-Kun's arm. "Yes." Hearing the curtain open I peaked from my hiding place on Bear-Kun's arm as I saw him wearing a brown wig, his chest showed to the world. 'He could have at least put on some colored contacts.' I smirked. 

"I'm Haruhi Fujioka." Tamaki-sempai introduced... himself, I think. Silence ensued as the girl's excitement plummeted. Of course, I always have to break the silence. "Oh, my Micheal Jackson! You son of a goddess! You actually did it!" I laughed as I tried to hold onto Bear-Kun only to fall, Bear-Kun and Bunny-Kun quickly trying to see if I was okay. 

The girls began to speculate on what was going on I saw glimpsed at the face of Tamaki-sempai as I saw it turn from bravery to confusion. Looking over at the sprawled out body of Haruhi I held my laugh in as I shakily got up with the help of my ninja friends. 

"I can't believe he actually did it!" Hikaru laughed as he wabbled over towards me, pulling me into their laughing fit as I quickly laughed too. "They recognized him! I told you they'd see through it!" Kaoru wheezed as he began to cover his face with my hair. 

"You can't just call my two idiots a "Homosexual supporting cast" and get away from it!" I laughed as I pointed at Tamaki-sempai as he gave me a surprised expression. The twins stopped laughing as they stared at me with shining eyes. 

"You called us..."

"... your two idiots!" Hikaru finished as they pulled out a handkerchief and began to wipe their tears. I nodded and brought them into a hug. 

"Bro..."

"Bro..."

"Bro..." 

We all said in unison, having a good bro moment. 

Hearing Tamaki-sempai yell in anger I brought my head up as I saw Tamaki-sempai throw his brown wig to the ground, an embarrassed blush coating his cheeks. Seeing him try to grab Kaoru I pulled them to the left and ran for it as the two followed me, Tamaki-sempai running after us with a pen. 

"You said there would be no way the girls would be able to tell it was me!" Tamaki-sempai yelled in anger as he continued to run at us with a pen threateningly in his hand. "It's payback for calling us the "Homosexual supporting cast"!" Kaoru answered back as tears began to fall down his cheeks making him slow down. 

Carrying him bridal style I ran next to Hikaru as we saw Tamaki-sempai getting closer. "Tamaki-sempai!" Freezing as we saw Haruhi in front of us, glaring dangerously at Tamaki-sempai. I gulped as I quickly stepped aside letting Haruhi have him. 

"R.I.P." I and the twins said as we watching Haruhi verbally abusing a crying Tamaki-sempai.

(ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴅᴀʏ/ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇꜱ!)